Why Do We Scream in Dreams? (And What It Means When No Sound Comes Out)

 

Have you ever tried to scream in a dream—but nothing comes out?

Your mouth opens. You push with everything you have.
But the sound never leaves your body.

It’s one of the most frustrating dream experiences—and one of the most revealing.

 My Dream: Trying to Be Heard

In my dream, I was trying to explain something important—something that felt like it mattered for everyone’s well-being.

But no one was listening.

They kept talking over me, like my voice didn’t exist.
Like what I had to say didn’t matter.

The frustration built so intensely that I stopped trying to explain and just tried to scream.

Not words. Just sound. Just release.

But even then… nothing came out.

And that’s when I woke up.

 What Screaming in Dreams Really Means

Screaming in dreams is rarely just about fear.
It’s about expression—or the lack of it.

It often shows up when something inside of you needs to be released, acknowledged, or heard.

Here are some of the deeper meanings:

1. Feeling Unheard

You may be trying to communicate something in your waking life that isn’t being received.

• Conversations where people talk over you

• Feeling dismissed or overlooked

• Wanting to be understood, but not getting through

2. Suppressed Frustration

When emotions build without an outlet, they don’t disappear—they go inward.

Screaming in a dream can be:

• Built-up irritation

• Emotional exhaustion

• The moment where “holding it together” stops working

3. Loss of Control

Screaming is often a last resort.

It shows up when:

• You feel powerless in a situation

• Things aren’t going the way they should

• You can’t change what’s happening around you

 Why You Can’t Scream in the Dream

This is the most important part.

When you try to scream and no sound comes out, it points to a block.

Not just frustration—but stuck expression.

It can mean:

• You don’t feel safe speaking up

• You’re holding things in to keep peace

• You’ve been ignored so often, part of you expects not to be heard

• You don’t even know how to express what you’re feeling anymore

In my dream, I had already tried to explain myself.
I had already tried to use words.

And when that didn’t work, I reached for something more raw—
and even that was blocked.

 The Deeper Message

This kind of dream isn’t random.

It’s your mind showing you a moment where:

Your voice exists… but it isn’t moving outward.

There’s something inside you that needs:

• Expression

• Release

• Space to be heard

And right now, it’s not getting that.

 Questions to Ask Yourself

If you’ve had a dream like this, gently reflect:

• Where in my life do I feel talked over or dismissed?

• What have I been holding in instead of saying out loud?

• Am I avoiding conflict by staying quiet?

• What am I frustrated about that I haven’t released?

 How to Work With This Dream

This isn’t just a dream to interpret—it’s one to respond to.

Try:

• Journaling what you wish you could have said

• Speaking it out loud (even alone)

• Setting a small boundary where you normally wouldn’t

• Letting yourself feel the frustration instead of pushing it down

Even small acts of expression can start to “unblock” that energy.

 Final Thought

A scream in a dream isn’t just about fear.

It’s about a voice inside you that is trying—
and trying—
to finally be heard.

And when no sound comes out…

that’s your sign to explore why.

Continue Your Dream Work

If this dream resonated with you, it might be worth exploring what your dreams are trying to show you over time—not just in one moment.

I created a 30 Day Dream Mapping Journal to help you track patterns, symbols, and emotions like this—so you can begin to understand your inner voice more clearly.

Sometimes what we can’t express in waking life…
shows up again and again in our dreams.

 You can explore it here: Amazon link to journal

When We Dream of the Dead

 

Memory, Messages, and the Mystery of Visitation Dreams

Have you ever dreamed of someone who has passed away and in the dream they were alive, whole, and calm?

You wake up feeling like you got to see them again.

Not distressed.
Not frightened.
Just… visited.

Our dreaming minds are amazing.

But what are these dreams?
Are they memory integration?
Wish fulfillment?
Psychological processing?
Or something more?

 

Recently, I experienced two very different types of dreams involving people in my life who have died. They reminded me of one that was shared during a group experiment I conducted. Each one felt distinct. Each one carried a different emotional tone. And together, they reveal something important about how the dreaming mind works.

Dream Type 1: The Comforting Return

In one dream, a recently deceased neighbor appeared alive again. I was surprised in the dream. Others were surprised too. But she was whole. Calm. Not unhappy.

I woke feeling like I had been given a gift.

There was no fear. No confusion. Just comfort.

Psychologically, this makes sense. When someone dies, especially recently, our nervous system hasn’t fully integrated the absence. The brain sometimes “tests” the reality. It retrieves the emotional imprint of the person not their decline, not their final chapter but their essence.

And often, they appear whole.

Not sick.
Not distressed.
Not broken.

The mind preserves who they were to us.

Sometimes the dream doesn’t bring back the pain.
It brings back the love.

Dream Type 2: The Distorted Messenger

In another dream, a neighbor who died by suicide appeared very differently.

His mouth was blue. Deformed. He said he had “blue chip disease.”

This dream did not feel comforting.

It felt symbolic.

Blue often connects to breath, silence, depression “feeling blue.” The mouth relates to communication. Expression. What was said or left unsaid.

“Blue chip disease” was not a real diagnosis. My dreaming mind invented the phrase. Blue chip usually means stable, valuable, solid. A “blue chip” person appears strong on the outside.

What if the disease was hidden?

When someone dies suddenly or by suicide, the psyche struggles to reconcile the contradiction:

He was kind.
He was good to my son.
But he was suffering deeply.

Distortion in dreams often reflects confusion — not judgment. The psyche trying to process something that doesn’t fit neatly.

This dream felt less like a visit and more like integration.

The mind working through unfinished understanding.

Dream Type 3: The Experiment

I once conducted a dream experiment with twelve participants. The intention was simple: before sleep, ask to connect with a deceased loved one.

One woman dreamed of her father. In the dream, she asked him directly:

“Show me a physical sign in waking life.”

The next morning, she walked to her car. On the driver’s side window, on the dew-covered glass, was a cross — as if someone had taken their finger and drawn it into the moisture.

Was it coincidence?
Subconscious expectation?
Something spiritual?

We cannot prove what these experiences are.

But we also cannot dismiss the meaning they hold for the person who experiences them.

Are These Just Dreams?

From a psychological perspective:

• The dreaming mind retrieves emotional imprints.

• It preserves people in their essential form.

• It integrates grief.

• It resolves unfinished emotion.

• It processes shock.

From a spiritual perspective:

• Some believe dreams are a thin place between worlds.

• Some feel they receive messages.

• Some experience symbolic reassurance.

Here is where I stand:

We must leave space for possibility.

The subconscious knows what our loved ones would say. It knows their tone. Their values. Their wisdom. So when a dream delivers comfort or guidance, is that simply memory?

Or is it love continuing in a different form?

Perhaps both can be true.

Dreams do not resurrect bodies.

But they resurrect connection.

What Matters Most

The most important question is not:

“Was it real?”

The most important question is:

“How did it feel?”

Comforting dreams often signal integration.
Disturbing dreams often signal confusion or unfinished emotion.
Clear-message dreams may reflect internalized wisdom or something beyond us.

We don’t need to solve the mystery to honor the experience.

Journal Reflection: Tracking These type of Dreams 

If you have ever dreamed of someone who has passed, begin documenting patterns.

In your journal, record:

1. Who appeared?

2. How did they look? Whole, distorted, younger, older?

3. What was their emotional tone?

4. Did they speak?

5. What did they say?

6. How did you feel upon waking?

7. Did anything unusual happen in waking life afterward?

8. How often do certain people reappear?

Over time, you may notice:

• Some people appear during transitions.

• Some appear when you need reassurance.

• Some appear when you are processing unresolved emotion.

The dreaming mind is not random.

It is relational.

It remembers love.

And sometimes — just sometimes — it feels like love remembers us back.

If you’re looking for a structured way to document and explore these patterns, my  30 Day Dream Mapping Journal is designed to help you track symbols, recurring figures, emotional tone, and waking-life connections. You can find it on Amazon by searching 30 Day Dream Mapping Journal by Deedee Jebrail or link to Amazon. 

Because the more you record your dreams, the more clearly they begin to speak. 

How Dream Journaling Reveals the Real Roadblocks We Don’t See When We’re Awake

 

Why your dreams are the most honest mirror of your inner world.

Most of the blocks that hold us back in life aren’t loud.
They don’t announce themselves.
They hide beneath routines, responsibilities, and roles we’ve carried for years.

But in dreams?
Nothing stays hidden.

Over the past two weeks, I’ve noticed a pattern in my own dream journaling that reminded me just how powerful dreamwork is at uncovering the true reasons we feel stuck, conflicted, or afraid to move forward. And I want to walk you through that process—because the same thing is happening in your dreams too.

Below are a few real dream symbols that showed up for me recently, and how they revealed roadblocks I wasn’t fully acknowledging while awake.

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 1. The Unmotivated Dog: When a Part of You Refuses to Move

In one dream, a dog wouldn’t get up, no matter how much we encouraged him to take a walk.

At first glance, it seems simple.
But when I wrote it down and started interpreting it, a deeper truth surfaced:

A part of me was exhausted.
Not physically—emotionally.

This wasn’t “lack of discipline.”
It was a part of myself asking for rest, clarity, and honest attention.

Dream journaling helped me see:

An inner part of me doesn’t want to go where my conscious mind keeps pushing.

That alone is a roadblock most of us never identify consciously.

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 2. Roaches Coming From Sponges: Absorbing Too Much from Others

This dream image was so strange I had to sit with it.

Roaches = hidden stress, intrusive thoughts
Sponges = absorbing everyone else’s energy

Writing it out helped me recognize:

The things I absorb from others—worries, expectations, old obligations—contaminate my emotional space.

Without journaling, I would have brushed off this symbol.
But on paper, it became a loud message:

Some of my overwhelm isn’t even mine.

That is a major roadblock we rarely acknowledge until dream symbolism points straight at it.

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 3. The Baby That Wouldn’t Look at Me: Neglecting My New Self

Another dream showed I had a baby, but I wasn’t caring for it—someone else was.

Symbolically, a baby is:

• a new version of yourself

• a new project

• a new identity emerging

The dream revealed a painful truth:

I created something new (emotionally, creatively, spiritually)… but I wasn’t spending enough time nurturing it.

How many times do we do this in waking life?
Start something new—then hand it to old patterns, old fears, or old habits?

Dream journaling made me see the block:
My growth can’t thrive if I don’t give it my direct attention.

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 4. The Community Laundry Room: You’re Still Cleansing Old Identity Layers

In another dream, I discovered I had laundry in a community washing machine I forgot I’d started.

Laundry = emotional processing
Community = parts of identity influenced by others
Forgotten laundry = unfinished healing work

Writing it down made it unmistakable:

I’m still clearing old layers I didn’t even realize were active.

Dreams show us exactly where the old energy is still clinging.
This is how dream journaling reveals roadblocks before you hit them in the real world.

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 5. Watching Others Swim Far Ahead: The Comparison Wound

I also dreamed of friends (spiritual ones) swimming with ease while I stood on the sidelines watching them.

The emotion was envy mixed with admiration.

Dream journaling helped me uncover the real block:

I still compare my spiritual growth to others—even though my path is completely different.

This subtle comparison often becomes a hidden roadblock:

• it creates pressure

• it dampens intuition

• it disconnects us from our own rhythm

Without journaling, I might’ve ignored that feeling.
On the page, it became clear: I needed to bring the focus back to my own lane.

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 So What Do All These Dreams Have in Common?

Each dream revealed a different layer of why I feel stuck, tired, or hesitant—but they all pointed to the same core truth:

 **Dreams show us the roadblocks our waking mind isn’t ready to face.

Journaling helps us decode them.**

When you write a dream down, your awareness shifts from
“I had a dream,”
to
“My dream is telling me something.”

Your inner world finally gets a voice.

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 Why Dream Journaling Works

Dream journaling works because it:

• slows your mind down

• lets patterns emerge

• makes the emotional tone of dreams obvious

• reveals fears you deny during the day

• surfaces desires you’re scared to admit

• shows you where you’re stuck in old identity loops

• reminds you what parts of you are asking for attention

Your dreams are not random.
They’re your subconscious sending you progress reports.

And when you interpret them consistently, you start to:

• identify the real block

• understand what you truly need

• make decisions aligned with your deeper self

• discover the next steps you were missing

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 Try This Journal Prompt

“What inner part of me is trying to get my attention in my dreams?
And what is it asking me to do next?”

Let the dream speak.
You’ll be shocked at how clearly it answers.

 

 Ready to Discover Your Own Hidden Roadblocks?

Your dreams are already speaking to you—now give them a place to land.

If this post resonated with you, and you’re ready to go deeper into your own patterns, symbolism, and intuitive growth, my 30-Day Dream Mapping Journal on Amazon will guide you step-by-step through the exact process I use:

• daily dream recording

• symbolic interpretation prompts

• weekly reflection pages

• Dream Doors, Dream Windows & Dream Mirrors

• tracking recurring themes

• identifying emotional roadblocks

• and connecting your dreams to real-life breakthroughs

 Start your own dream-mapping journey today. Get the 30 Day Dream Mapping Journal on Amazon and see what your subconscious has been trying to tell you.

It’s time to understand your dreams on a deeper level—and more importantly, understand yourself.

The House on Kodi Street (My Dream Story)

 

"The House on Kodi Street"
By Deedee Jebrail

The house on Kodi Street had been vacant for years—its frame decaying, paint peeling, windows always closed. Then, almost overnight, it was reborn. New paint, glowing windows, stylish furniture that didn’t match the age of the place. It was like someone had dressed a ghost in silk and perfume.

A woman moved in. Elegant. Effortless. The type of person who makes old spaces look intentional. She was standing on the newly swept porch when I arrived with my son and a young blonde girl—. My son clutched his sketchpad, quiet as always. The blonde girl, giggling and curious, ran ahead of us, already exploring the creaky corners of the house.

Inside, we sat and sipped tea from delicate porcelain cups that didn’t match. I found myself talking about Kodi, a friend who used to live here. “I really liked her,” I told the woman, though my voice felt far away. “There was something about her—like the house loved her.”

The woman nodded, a knowing glint in her eye. “This place remembers people,” she said softly.

Then we noticed the girl was gone.

Panic flickered in my chest. I stood abruptly. “I have to find her,” I said. “She wouldn’t just wander off.” We searched every room, but it was the sound of the toilet flushing that caught our ears. The bathroom door creaked open.

She stepped out—barefoot, shaking. Not the same girl. Her skin was grey-blue, lips pale, cheeks sunken like something had drained the life out of her in a matter of minutes. Her bright hair clung to her face, and her eyes were hollow. I gasped, hand to my mouth.

“What happened to you?” I whispered. “Why is there… blood?”

We looked back. The water had overflowed. Not from the toilet—but from a stone fountain in the hallway I hadn’t noticed before. It was old, carved into the wall, with dark water that pulsed like a heartbeat. A statue of Ganesha loomed at the end of the basin. Water spilled from its trunk, stained deep red.

The woman was calm. “She found the fountain,” she said. “Some children do.”

I wrapped the girl in my arms. She trembled like something had followed her back from wherever she’d gone.

“She never wants to leave now,” I told the woman. “Even before this, she was drawn here.”

My son stood near the hallway, his sketchpad now discarded. He was quietly peeling photos from an old family album we found on the bookshelf—removing faces carefully, methodically.

“He does that when people die,” I murmured, watching him. Then, almost without thinking, I asked, “Will you do that when I die?”

He didn’t answer. Just kept peeling.

From the far room, Katy appeared—my old friend. Her sister behind her, silent and pale, like a faded memory that had walked back into the light. They didn't speak. Just looked toward the hallway.

The woman turned to the window. The view was breathtaking—like we were no longer in a city but somewhere above it all, watching from another realm. She sighed, “It really is so nice here.”

Then, quieter, she added, “Though some say it’s haunted.”

This is a Story created in my Dreams

Shadows in the Glass Tower

 Dream journal entry: My Dream

As the day waned into evening, a sense of unease settled over me like a heavy fog. It all began harmless enough—I had promised to accompany a friend to the dentist, a routine errand that should have been straightforward. Little did I know that the mundane would soon give way to the eerie and unsettling.

Before heading to the dentist, I made a brief stop at an auto dealer, drawn by the allure of shiny new cars. As I wandered the lot, contemplating the prospect of a fresh set of wheels, a nagging voice reminded me of the steady progress I'd made in paying off my current vehicle. With a reluctant sigh, I abandoned the allure of the new and returned to the task at hand.

But that detour cost me precious time, and soon I found myself rushing to gather the necessary items for the dentist appointment. My friend, ever patient, suggested postponing the visit, but I brushed off the idea, citing the distance we had traveled. It was then that I realized with a sinking feeling—I had left my glasses behind.

Without my glasses, driving became an impossibility, especially as the sun dipped lower in the sky, hinting at the encroaching darkness. Panic threatened to take hold as I contemplated my options. A hotel seemed like a temporary solution, but I lacked the essentials to care for a child who accompanied us.

Desperation led me to a nearby medical building, its sleek glass facade towering ominously against the fading light. Though the sight initially offered a sense of respite, I couldn't shake the growing dread that accompanied the approaching nightfall.

Inside, I stumbled upon a table occupied by a group of women, their voices hushed in conversation. A lone man caught my attention as he peered through a high window, his gaze unsettling in its intensity. With a subtle gesture, he beckoned one of the women to join him, igniting a storm of anger in her wake.

Caught in the midst of this strange scene, I couldn't shake the feeling that something sinister lurked just beyond the edge of perception. As darkness descended, casting long shadows across the grassy expanse, I couldn't help but wonder—what other mysteries lay concealed in the veil of night?

5 Dreams That May Indicate Reincarnation

 

 Dreams have long been a source of fascination for many of us. While some dismiss them as random images from our subconscious, others believe that dreams offer glimpses into deeper realms of existence, including the possibility of reincarnation. In this blog post, we will explore five types of dreams that, may indicate a connection to a past life.

1. Vivid Historical Dreams: One common experience reported by individuals who believe in reincarnation is the occurrence of vivid dreams set in historical periods. These dreams are incredibly detailed, transporting the dreamer to a specific time and place. If you find yourself dreaming of life in a past era with startling clarity, it might be a sign that your soul is showing you a past life.
   

2. Familiar Faces and Places: Encountering familiar people and places in your dreams that you've never encountered in your current life. These dreams may involve interactions with people who feel like long-lost friends or family members, despite having no connection to your present reality. If you consistently dream of people and locations that seem oddly familiar, it could be a hint at a previous life.

3. Unresolved Issues and Lessons: Some believe that recurring dreams centered around unresolved issues or lessons from past lives may be indicative of reincarnation. These dreams often involve challenging situations or relationships that mirror struggles faced in a previous existence. Exploring these dreams with a reflective mindset may offer insights into the lessons your soul is meant to learn across lifetimes.

4. Symbolic Animal or Object Dreams: In various cultures, animals and objects are believed to carry symbolic meanings that extend beyond the physical realm. Dreams featuring specific animals or objects may be interpreted as messages from a past life. For instance, encountering a particular animal like a peacock, associated with pride could signify the qualities your soul has carried over from a previous life.

5. Death and Rebirth Imagery: Dreams involving themes of death and rebirth are often considered significant in the context of reincarnation. These dreams may not be literal predictions of future events but could symbolize the cyclical nature of existence. If you find yourself experiencing dreams where you undergo profound transformations or witness powerful symbolism of death and rebirth, it may be worth contemplating their deeper implications.

Dreams can mean many things. Take the time to write out your dreams and analyze them. This post is meant to provoke thought and interest about our Dream world.

Dream Experiment: Connecting with my doll through dreaming: Some of the dreams and findings

 

I am excited to share my latest dream experiment and results. If you missed the Awakening and the discussion you can see that here. If you don't know about the dream experiment you can read about it here.

In this experiment, participants were asked to spend time before sleeping focusing on Anna Mae doll, who appears to interact with the dream world. Participants were then asked to report their dreams in the morning.

Experiment Results:

 

Number of Participants who sent in a dream: 11

 

Meaning of Experiment: To connect with Anna Mae and the objects on the table, to see if any shadows appear on video during this experiment.

 

Top Common Symbols: Green, car, red and farm

 

Experiences: I had some odd experiences during the experiment, including a one dreamer connecting all the dots and another dreamer receiving a Thank you.

My experiences

 

At 1:11 I heard a woman firmly say Out! Voice sounded like it was coming from my office.

 

1:52 I heard a noise in my office like someone moving around and moving things.

 

2:14 I had a dream someone told me they lost the connection.

 

Sometime before 5am dream a man told me he was not sure if the door would shut and was afraid to go through I told him just put your sheet in the doorway so it doesn’t shut!

 

 Denise had some conversation with Anna Mae and she Denise noticed a red match box car next to Anna Mae only Anna Mae told her she liked the green car better or the car in green better.

 So I had horrific nightmares for two nights after experiment my husband said why not give Anna Mae a green car.. so I did and my nightmares and disturbed sleep stopped.

 Dani Saw a White Thank you note with black maybe that was the Zenner card a star can be a way to show recognition or to thank someone.She heard a woman say Thank you.

 I think two people heard my TV on in the background Justin and Denise.

 Rob seeing a shadow was possibly Anna Mae he described how to get to her exactly, the 9 was an alert to end the session, or wake up.

Most common group symbols:

 

 So many people dreamed of green, green lights, green snakes, green cars, green the color. How they made the connection:

 

The green thread: symbolizes the essence inherent in all life, which builds and enlivens every form in permanently increasing circles – from the single particle to the endless dimension of the universe – from matter to the energetic vibration – from the past to the present, into the future – into infinity

 

Green *******

 

Car ****

 

The country or a farm *****

 

Red ******

 

Relevant dream symbols to the objects.

 

Car: Sam, Denise, Bill,

 

Triangle: Rob who also seemed to experience the layout of the room and possibly run into Anna Mae as a shadow figure.

 

Room itself: Rob and Justin

 

Zenner Card Star: Dani saw a Thank you note white with black.

 

People who interacted with Anna Mae Directly: Dani, Rob, Mallory and Denise.

 

 

 Scary things that happened:

Rob ran into a shadow person leaving the dream and woke up screaming

Elvis was fighting off possibly the connection of the green string (snakes in his dream)

A few of the dreams: or part of them

 

Dreams:

 

Rob: I was in a house that did not belong to me but I was supposed to be there – I was invited.

 

I remember being there with somebody, but I do not remember who. I am fairly certain we were called in to investigate. Most of the details are muddy or lost but….

 

There was a cardboard banker’s box with somebody’s personal effects. In the box was a toy soldier, a small clock, and a small jewelry box along with an old magazine or two.  The jewelry box was gray with a triangle on it. Not sure why it was important. I remember it smelling like band-aids.

 

I put everything into the box and was told (not sure but who) to bring it to the “back room”.

 

This room was at the end of a long hallway off of the kitchen if the house. I turned left to enter the room and placed the box on a desk. The desk also had a pen, and some kind of rock on it. I turned to walk out and I ran right into woman, crazy shadow figure looking thing with crazy as she was coming into the room. It scared me so badly that I literally woke up screaming.

 

 Dream Pt. 2 : Sunday NIGHT – please note that I wasn’t feeling well.

 

 This dream, I believe is connected.

 

 I found myself in a basement this time with a flashlight. I was looking for something but I do not know what.

 

 I kept moving boxes and there were spiders that had me freaked out so I grabbed a weird looking stuffed animal that might have been a dog to shoo the spiders away.

 

 When I did – the flashlight started dimming and I started to panic. I grabbed my phone to get the flashlight ready and the number 9 kept coming up on the screen – it wouldn’t let me unlock the phone. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder and I woke up. 

 

*The number 9 in my dream book symbolizes saying goodbye an ending.

 

Sam: 

when I focused on AnnaMae, there was a strong color of green that came through. Now I didn’t see anything or anyone when I was seeing the color, just the color itself. Also, I did visualize a car? lol I don’t why, I couldn’t make out the make/model or year of the car but I could see it was a vehicle and it was a car not an SUV. Idk what all that means. As I said I didn’t see a person specifically just there was a car that came after seeing the color green. I hope this resonates somewhere lol

 

 Dani:

 I honestly felt as though the images were coming to me right as I drifted off to sleep, like, it didn't feel like it was a full blow dream (I don't know how else to explain how it felt...but I mean, I was asleep, so it had to be a dream.) There was no real story line to anything, just pictures of things popping up out of nowhere.

 

 all of this happened in a black void...nothing around, no walls, no ceiling, no sound, no scenery...kind of like it was happening in a black hole or space or something.

 

 first there was this bright green flash (it sort of reminded me of when you walk in front of a green laser grid that's fully charged. The flash sort of spotlighted, moving from my right and arching over to the left and then it was gone...

 

 right after that, I heard a female voice (almost robotic, as though maybe it was computer generated, but not fully) say Thank you. and then there is this card that says thank you on it...it's a white card, folded horizontally with the words Thank You in black. The card never opens and disappears shortly after it appears.

 

 after the card, there is a rocking chair, or maybe even just an old farmhouse kitchen chair. I never saw the bottom half of it, but it was like an old fashioned wooden chair with the slats on the back, there was a green and bluish hue around the chair, and I faintly remember white paint chips on it, as though all the paint had fallen off and you could see the natural wood with some sparce  paint chips still clinging on for dear life.

 

 and that's it, that's all I remember......on the drive in to work, the voice that said thank you and the vision of the card came back to me, and so I took that as a que to Thank Anna Mae, and so I thanked her for any connections she may have provided.

 

 

 Justin:

 

 Well, I gave it the old try to connect with Anna Mae. Since she was familiar with me all ready it was half in half out. Is best as I can say.

 

She came to me first. She must have been aware I was trying to connect with her. Warm presence. Didn’t feel anything negative when she paid me a visit.

 

I saw her in dim lit room. Thank you for that by the way. Saw her sitting on a table between two what looked to be book shelves with a picture hanging above her.

 

Wasn’t quite able to make the picture out. Just saw it hanging above her. Walls must have been a light greyish colour. Usually if I go to a place that has white ones. You can really see the white.

 

Heard what must have been a spirit box on. There was lots of echo in the background. Wasn’t able to make out the objects around her, but if they were crystals.

 

 Colours I did see, were violet. Did see yellow. T

 

Turquoise Blue. The Turquoise blue, was in the shape of a plant to me for some reason. After that, I ended up coming back here for a bit, before I ended up going to check on my usual person :).

 

 Brett:

 

Sunday January 14, 2024, 9:45pm - Immediately when looking at the doll while doing a screen shot so I have easy access before bed, I'm reminded of my grandma and a doll she had. I also see a can of vegetables with a vintage looking label. Reminds me of the sun-made raisin label, but I see more green than the red and yellow or the sun-made.

 

Monday 12am - Before bed - reminding me to look at the doll and I began to get Fourth of July and Americana imagery, rockets, fireworks, Midwest farm imagery... The farm in Captain Marvel or Avengers.

 

Mallory:

 

I tried the Anna Mae dream experiment and my dream I was her and I was walking through a field of Sun flowers. I had a gold bracelet on and the sun was setting. I did not have anyone else in the dream but me. I was also carrying a journal and camera. I found a patch of flowers and would lay down documenting my day and also snapping photos of the flowers. That is pretty much what my dream consisted of.

 

 Bill:

 

 In the dream I bought a late 90s black Porsche Boxster convertible for $898.  I bought it to be a project car because I wanted to rekindle the fun of working on cars (in real life I used to love working on cars, but in the last few years I started hating it).  I was thinking about lifting the car and painting it green.

 

In the dream I worked next to a franchised mechanic (like Tire Choice or Firestone).  I left my truck and the Boxster there to get inspected.  My truck was the same truck I really have, but silver.  My actual truck was silver when I bought it, but last year I painted it black.

 

During the day I forgot to bring the keys of either car over to the mechanic, so at the end of the day I brought them over.  They would need my truck overnight, so I just had them work on the boxster.  This led to some ribbing from some employees about the Boxster being a "girls car".

 

Everyone was wearing black shirts.  I feel like the color black was important.  (the main colors of the mechanic were red and blue).

 

There was also a blonde walking around.  Everytime she would walk by the employees would stop talking to watch her.  I never got to see her face.  As I am writing this, I wonder if that was meant to represent you, since it is your experiment.

 

This all took place on a sunny day.  It was in New York (which is where I work), but honestly felt like California.

 

Another thing that just jumped in my head as I write this...Barbie's car in the 90s was based off the Boxster.  That coupled with the blonde walking around, I wonder if  Anna Mae is sitting next to a Barbie car.

 

 

Denise:

 

So it was very chaotic every time I was in. Music playing, lots of voices..not overwhelming or uncomfortable just very busy. The song in the background was a country song Swinging..but it was the cover version by the Mavericks. For some reason that was important that it was the Maverick version that has a big band type feel to it. The name Charlotte was popping up a lot and the apple of my eye part of the song. Again though the emphasis was on the booming bass/big band type- someone really likes that sound. A bridge…nothing happened on the bridge but every time the doll or people go over it it’s a nervous feeling- it goes over land not water..a deep ravine/gully. Gorgeous in the fall with the colored leaves but it makes folks nervous . The color red..spicy, peppery. I see a little car- like an old fashioned matchbox . The doll says she liked “it when it was the green color better” but I’m not sure what she meant by that.She appeared to be looking out towards a hall or little alcove when she said it but she liked the green better than the orangy/reddish? around 4:12 am there should be a shadow forming/ a darkening occurring near the doll to her left side it won’t move like a shadow figure..it’ll just start to darken there and if you blow it up and look close you’ll see a quick fleck of light- almost like the tiniest piece of glitter